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Post by Cel on Aug 17, 2013 15:51:48 GMT -5
I have a very low tolerance when dealing with drunk people.  I have had to deal with a few and not really had a bad experience. But the majority are dramatic, over sensitive assholes amplified. Which I don't dig. My Granddaddy was a raging alcoholic. Which made him, cold, distant, abusive asshole to my Grandmother, Mom, Uncle and two Aunts. The effects from that asshole can still be seen in my family today. So what is the lesson here, kids? If you are an asshole, don't drink. Because when you drink, your assholeness is fueled. And then you turn into an even bigger asshole. And nobody likes an asshole. shrugSimple. |
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Post by iRideAPalmer on Aug 17, 2013 16:09:19 GMT -5
I had tried sprite and Gatorade first with no results. Then i cracked open a corona
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Post by jadedoblivion on Aug 17, 2013 17:25:55 GMT -5
I find I am a much nicer person to be around when I'm drunk .
I wish my apartment had a washer and dryer so I didn't have to blow 10 bucks every week on laundry .
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Post by Noxian-Magnus on Aug 17, 2013 17:44:11 GMT -5
I generally stay away from drunk people, but last night Vengeance came over and as I said goodbye the drunk neighbour came out and was saying goodbye because he's moving away... and then yeah...
Not fun having a 50 year old man rubbing your ass and licking your neck and stuff, then getting offended and calling me a lesbian when I said I didn't want to "go back to his place"
What's even worse? My parents were there and they were too busy laughing at his drunken jokes to see that I was panicking, even when I literally stood between my parents and kept telling them I wanted to go inside the house... Dad noticed after a bit and then walked me back inside, I think he then went and talked to the neigbour because I heard him go back out and I know my dad gets really defensive when he knows I reacted that way. And I only ever react that way when someone does something unwanted... where as my mum just. Nope. She doesn't pick up on anything.
Mum invalidated my feelings and left me alone while I had a panic attack which resulted in me scratching my neck where this creeper licked until it bled and then she got pissy and left me alone again when I said I didn't want anyone to touch me and I rejected her hug..
My sister said "omg its not like he's ever hurt you before. He was drunk, get over it!" f*** YOU, being drunk is no f***ing excuse to treat anyone like that.
My dad is the only one who is acknowledging my requests to not be touched and stuff.
I can still smell the alcohol and feel the creep touching me even though I've scrubbed every inch of my skin and doused myself with body spray.. I feel so f***ing sick... I can't stop clawing at my neck either..
It really f***ed me up... )':
Not having a good day at all... I have to keep running to the bathroom because I feel so physically sick D: |
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Post by jadedoblivion on Aug 17, 2013 18:40:17 GMT -5
That is really messed up , and you are right being drunk doesn't give any one a free pass to do something so repulsive .
if your father didn't give him a really stern talking to, you may want to think about getting law enforcement involved. That type of harassment shouldn't be just shrugged off. I'm sorry that happened.
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Post by Noxian-Magnus on Aug 17, 2013 18:45:52 GMT -5
There's nothing id be able to do... the neighbour is moving away today, the police around here have already ignored similar reports I've tried to file when I was in high school... they blame the victim and let the abuser go free.
I'm just not really dealing with it... and I don't know what to do to stop feeling so sick and horrible either.. ):
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Post by RRwatch on Aug 17, 2013 19:19:29 GMT -5
There's nothing id be able to do... the neighbour is moving away today, the police around here have already ignored similar reports I've tried to file when I was in high school... they blame the victim and let the abuser go free. I'm just not really dealing with it... and I don't know what to do to stop feeling so sick and horrible either.. ): You filed reports on your 50 year old neighbor when you were in High School and the police blamed you ? WTF ? |
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Post by Noxian-Magnus on Aug 17, 2013 19:32:30 GMT -5
Nonooo I filed a report on a fellow student a year ago and they blame it on me.. almost identical things happened in that situation and the one that happened last night... I tried getting avo's and shit and they said basically legally they can't do anything unless I was raped or they physically abused/assaulted me.
EDIT: as in like if they bashed the shit out of me and I had bruises and whatnot. Because apparently just 'minor sexual assaults' aren't worth the paperwork...
So I'm not even going to bother trying this time. My parents probably wouldn't even let me anyway... the guy is leaving today so yeah.. I shouldn't see him again anyways.
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Post by darthbaggins on Aug 17, 2013 19:42:47 GMT -5
That's f*cked up.
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Post by Noxian-Magnus on Aug 17, 2013 19:45:49 GMT -5
Heh yeah its pretty f***ed.
I haven't slept or eaten or anything. I keep feeling like I need to just keep scrubbing my skin clean even more... blah... I really hope this feeling goes away. I really just wanna feel numb.. anything but this right now. :/
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Post by jadedoblivion on Aug 17, 2013 19:56:43 GMT -5
wow that's bull *&&*  well at least you will never have to worry about him again ( as little as that may help its still something positive) . |
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Post by Noxian-Magnus on Aug 17, 2013 20:01:02 GMT -5
I cant not worry though.. some of my PTSD was caused by similar situations and so when it happened I had a total PTSD breakdown and was having body reactions to past experiences as well... it took me a little over a year to just start recovering from the last incident.. and then this happened..
I really don't know how much more of this pain and suffering I can take.. )':
I have a feeling I'm gonna end up disappearing for a while.. Sayber or Kathryn will probably take over.. because I can't deal with anything else.
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Post by Cel on Aug 17, 2013 23:09:32 GMT -5
OHHHHHH HELL NO! > Insert SixthNation 1.0 evil head shaking smiley that we no longer have here < See? This is where I say I'm glad I wasn't there because that asswipe would have felt my size 8.5's in his coconuts. Drunk or sober, NO ONE has any right, to put their hands on you. Period. And Sayber, I don't care if that asshole is moving tonight at midnight to Bum-f***ed Egypt, file that report. Oh lord, I think I need blood pressure medicine.  |
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Dedicated
Resident Dingo
Mingo was his nameO
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Post by Dingo on Aug 17, 2013 23:32:49 GMT -5
The Fort is going to revamped since yet another day me don't want to leave the den.
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Post by Noxian-Magnus on Aug 18, 2013 7:40:14 GMT -5
OHHHHHH HELL NO! > Insert SixthNation 1.0 evil head shaking smiley that we no longer have here < See? This is where I say I'm glad I wasn't there because that asswipe would have felt my size 8.5's in his coconuts. Drunk or sober, NO ONE has any right, to put their hands on you. Period. And Sayber, I don't care if that asshole is moving tonight at midnight to Bum-f***ed Egypt, file that report. Oh lord, I think I need blood pressure medicine. I'd rather you were there than my mum.. at least you'd actually kick his ass instead of just letting it happen despite me desperately saying I wanted to go back inside and then have her come up to me as I'm in the bathroom panicking and losing my shit and told me to stop 'overreacting' and that "Oh he's a happy drunk! That's his way of saying his goodbyes to people!" LOLNO. I refuse to let my mum hug me, I refuse to speak to her... I can't even believe she'd rather defend a family friend over her own daughter... even today she was still making excuses for it and got pissed off at me because I freaked out when she forced me to hug her after she angrily said "GIVE. ME. A. HUG." At least my f***ing dad asked "can I hug you, or do you want me to give you space?" and I just stood there shaking and crying and he took that as a "no" and left me alone. I couldn't sleep so my dad gave me sedatives, and then I was so drugged up that I couldn't wake up from the nightmares of it... I can't even f***ing sleep without reliving it... I just feel so dirty and gross, I feel like its my fault.. I shouldn't have gone outside, I shouldn't have said hello with my parents.. I was even fully covered up.. now I try to wear huge layers of jackets, gloves, scarves, cover my face and every inch of my skin that I can... because I feel like even though I was totally covered in long sleeved clothing and pants (its f***ing winter), my clothing was "too slutty" and caused it to happen, because my neck was slightly expose, I was asking for it.. I just feel so disgusted with myself and I just want to literally rip my skin off my body because no matter what I do, I never feel clean enough... even though I've scrubbed so hard my skin is bleeding and bruised, I still feel dirty and it won't f***ing go away. The police wouldn't do shit, last time I tried to file the report, I had left school because of it and besides saying that because I hadn't been f***ing physically assualted to the point I was in hospital and all that other bullshit, they asked me if I was ever going to run into the person, and I had said no because I left school, and they said "Well then there's no point." and didn't do anything. Case closed. I'm just going to have to try to deal with it on my own I guess... I'm really trying to hold out until Friday when I have my therapy appointment.. but I really doubt I will make it till then... or if I do I'll be even more f***ed up because my mum keeps invalidating what happened, same with my sister. They keep saying "Well its not like you've been raped or anything by him before.." DOESN'T f***ING MATTER YOU TWATS. So much for loving and caring family right?  |
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Post by Jolli! on Aug 18, 2013 11:46:36 GMT -5
I feel like crap... ...
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StreetxRacer13
Loyalist 
"I'm wearing lots of belts, for no reason at all..."
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Post by StreetxRacer13 on Aug 18, 2013 12:35:30 GMT -5
I don't think I could have said that any better myself. |
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Post by porky on Aug 18, 2013 14:35:50 GMT -5
this makes me giggle...
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Post by eattheword on Aug 18, 2013 14:42:45 GMT -5
I giggled too. :-)
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Post by Cel on Aug 18, 2013 18:05:39 GMT -5
Now I have that song stuck in my head, porky. Thanks gal. 8D |
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